So I'm sitting at home depressed on my school break . I'm so lonely just for a friend that I can trust but that's such a hard thing for me either I trust to easy and get hurt or push them away I just don't no anymore this life thing sucks lol I should be in joying my 20's not sitting at home crying. all I do is think about what happened to me in wounder if they are going to get the person that did this to me. for about 2 months I have been waking up in night sweats because even In my dreams I think about it.