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Im so angry!!
I'm so angry at everything! I hate myself I just don't know what to do anymore nothing seems to take the angry and pain away my life is so pitiful I cant seem to do anything right. Am I ever going to get better?
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I am in the same situation. Im on Lamictal for my aggression but its not helping. I have so much anger it takes over and sometimes I just lose control. A couple weeks ago I broke a glass door by body slamming into it twice and just 2 hours ago I backed into a black truck parked in the middle of my tiny parking lot. it was dark and I didnt see it. Im so sick of my anger getting the best of me. And when I get so irate and infuriated, it only feeds the anger so it escalates until I do something stupid and make a fool out of myself if im around people. I dont have as much sadness well at least not the deep black hole feeling. but it was only replaced with an immediate increase of anger. Im glad to know that im not the only one feeling like this. It makes me feel like such an idiot, then I just break stuff around me and punch and headbutt any hard surface I can find. Im going to increase my lamictal dosage.
Hope your having a happy holiday season.
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