so I'm stressed out I found out that I'm failing 2 class and I only have four days to pick my grades up. I'm just thinking about quiting all I do is cry I hate my class I feel like I can't take it anymore thank god I get to talk to my doctor tomorrow hopefully she can help me make up my mind.I just want to scream or punch something so badly. another thing that really making me made is guys all I want is a relationship and it seems that no guys want that ive just been do bummed this week.

I have know on to talk to so I'm just going to talk to this computer. I feel like I'm never going to be happy I have all this ideas that I want but I cant see it really happening like the one in only thing I want More in the world is to get married and have a family but I can see it happening to me I get so jealous see my friend and people I went to school with be married or have kids I think what I'm I doing wrong when will that be me? why do I have this stupid disease. I feel like I'm taking two steps back the doctor increased my my meds to day they better help or I don't know what I'm going to do I was doing good not smoking weed or taking pain killers up that all I want to do that the only thing that makes me happy