So one of my friends introduced to to this guy I was very scared to meet him I haven't been in a relationship for almost a year but I trusted her she promised that I will like him. So Saturday we all me at this local bar. well she was right we hit it off and I have been talking him and is not like any other guy I have ever meet he very nice has a job and is romantic. but I'm very scared to get to know him afraid that is thing get serious that I will have to tell him about my rape and I don't want what happen to me affect the relationship or he get scared and leave me. this is going to be a very hard thing to keep from him it such a part of my life and to have to hide its just going to be so hard but I'm trying not to get my hopes up cause we just meet and don't really know each other.