I need someone to talk to I'm so lonely and feel like shit I dropped out of school and have no job I feel like a failed. why to hell do I have to have this disease! so far no medication has been able to make the sadness go away. I don't know who to trust I want a boyfriend so bad but I feel like I can never trust a man every man that I have cared about has hurt me or let me down. all I do is sit in my room and watch TV I feel like I'm going insane I need to scream or punch something so bad aaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!